I am from Washington State, too. There are no meetings in my town. You are the second person I've met here who is from Washington.
When I saw my son at Christmas after 6 months it was as if I was looking at a zombie. Who was this child of mine? His eyes were empty, his body frame shrunken, and I hardly recognized him. It was such a shock after not seeing him for a period of time. If ever I had any doubt, it was now obvious that he was using and using very heavily.
Hugs to you, my friend. Since we are on the same time zone, if you ever feel like talking please give me a call.