The addict Poem?

[Angelgirly2]

Dear Family,
I read a post yesterday that someone had gotten a poem written about "the addict." Deos anyone know where would I be able to find it?

Thank you all.

[iwilldothis]

This isn't a poem but I have pasted it over my computer for 9 months now - until my recovering daughter told me - it doesn't apply to her so why is it on my wall: We shall see.

What Addicts Do

I'm an addict. And this is what addicts do. You cannot nor will not change my behavior. You cannot make me treat you better, let alone with any respect. All I care about, all I think about, is my needs and how to go about fulfilling them. You are a tool to me, something to use. When I say I love you I am lying through my teeth, because love is impossible for someone in active addiction. I wouldn't be using if I loved myself, and since I don't, I cannot love you.

My feelings are so pushed down and numbed by my drugs that I could be considered a sociopath. I have no empathy for you or anyone else. It doesn't faze me that I hurt you, leave you hungry, lie to you, cheat on you and steal from you.

My behavior cannot and will not change until I make a decision to stop using/drinking and then follow it up with a plan of action.

And until I make that decision, I will hurt you again and again and again.

Stop being surprised.

I am an addict. And that's what addicts do.

Anonymous

[Angelgirly2]

Thank you. What a great piece. It sure hit home. I am going to print this.

Appreciate that you took the time to post it.

[lucky43]

I hadn't read that before. How very sad.

Genny

[dealing]

Why does that make me feel better? I guess because it's not my fault, it's not because of me? It's been a very tough day again.